So I DID remember the dreams I had last night better this time! The first one had a lot of weird stuff going on in it, but I was ultimately searching for Billie because I had lost him. I finally found him and was so relieved that I was crying because I had missed him so much. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. My head was bowed to the side because I was crying, so it was up against Billie's chest and I could hear his heart beating.
The second dream was quite different. I won't go into details about it, but something happened and it made me feel weird about/afraid of Billie. He did nothing wrong and wasn't even really there, but the context of it was about him and it freaked me out a little. I'm still feeling a bit scared of him, even though I still think he's beautiful and amazing and I love him. It's a strange feeling to experience.