I think I can understand you. GD in some ways changed my (rather short) life during a bad period, so it means a lot to me too...
OK:
No. You are not crazy! I can tell you this is real life, the boring, difficult life...
But over 365 boring days, 5 of your days will be green.
I'll live just one green day, the first of my life, and you can't know how much I am excited. I think about GD more or less 30 times a day, I have always music in my head and songs recall me different periods of my existance. Every time I listen to a song I think about the first time I heard it, then I start wondering when it was, what happened and so on. I shiver every time I do that and that's one of the greatest things a one could do.
This is just my modest opinion. I hope I got the point.