Hahahaha, oh dear... You should post them for public viewing.
But seriously, I know what you mean. My experience in Cleveland really opened my eyes. Sure, I talk about how gorgeous Billie Joe is, he is my favorite musician, and having a conversation with him would be absolutely amazing, but I respect him as a person. I'm not going to stalk him, his family, his personal Internet presence... It's just fucking insane how crazy some people are about it. Why? Just to say you did it? Why in the world would you want to do something so harmful to the person you supposedly adore? If I ever speak to him someday, it's going to be on his terms.